4th September 2018..
7 a.m... i woke up suddenly coz of a dream..
Since last few months i have been seeing vivid dreams regarding my baby and surrogacy..
but since last few weeks its about just one thing... Me not being pregnant... !
7-8 friends of mine are pregnant right now.. with almost the same due date as mine.. I have seen their pictures showing off their beautiful belly.. In my today's dream i saw all those ladies talking to each other about their pregnancies.. and looking at each other's bellies.. and when they came to me... all of them said.." Oh..you don't have a pregnant belly like us".. that too in a mean way ..😂
crazy dreams !!!
I know none of my friends are going to say that to me ever... but these dreams are so dramatic.. 😆
But then it hit me.. somewhere within me i feel incomplete.. and sad for myself.. i still feel like a failure.. even though i know.. and pratik has told me that i am not.. Taking the decision of surrogacy does not make me a failure... as per pratik and my parents.
But..i dont know why... i still feel like i am incomplete..😟
Anyway..
10 a.m.... we went for our appointment.. And yes.. again saw that beautiful belly of my surrogate😔
As the doctor was doing the scan.. i immediately noticed that the baby looks bigger.. earlier, i could easily see his body on the screen.. but now i just cant make out what part is what.. everything looks so big and does not fit in the screen anymore.. As i was looking.. doctor said.. Baby weighs 1.2kg !!!!! 😲😲😲 She said.. motu baby hai 😁
I was shocked and happy at the same time.. i was expecting a weight of around 800 grams... but oh my sweet baby.. looks like u r going to come out very very chubby 💗💗
Since the weight and height of baby is bigger now... the baby measures a little over 27 weeks !!! wow.. we were supposed to be 26 !
Woww.. i am so happy with the growth.. Can't wait to hold my chubby baby...
Less than 99 days to go... !!!😀
7 a.m... i woke up suddenly coz of a dream..
Since last few months i have been seeing vivid dreams regarding my baby and surrogacy..
but since last few weeks its about just one thing... Me not being pregnant... !
7-8 friends of mine are pregnant right now.. with almost the same due date as mine.. I have seen their pictures showing off their beautiful belly.. In my today's dream i saw all those ladies talking to each other about their pregnancies.. and looking at each other's bellies.. and when they came to me... all of them said.." Oh..you don't have a pregnant belly like us".. that too in a mean way ..😂
crazy dreams !!!
I know none of my friends are going to say that to me ever... but these dreams are so dramatic.. 😆
But then it hit me.. somewhere within me i feel incomplete.. and sad for myself.. i still feel like a failure.. even though i know.. and pratik has told me that i am not.. Taking the decision of surrogacy does not make me a failure... as per pratik and my parents.
But..i dont know why... i still feel like i am incomplete..😟
Anyway..
10 a.m.... we went for our appointment.. And yes.. again saw that beautiful belly of my surrogate😔
As the doctor was doing the scan.. i immediately noticed that the baby looks bigger.. earlier, i could easily see his body on the screen.. but now i just cant make out what part is what.. everything looks so big and does not fit in the screen anymore.. As i was looking.. doctor said.. Baby weighs 1.2kg !!!!! 😲😲😲 She said.. motu baby hai 😁
I was shocked and happy at the same time.. i was expecting a weight of around 800 grams... but oh my sweet baby.. looks like u r going to come out very very chubby 💗💗
Since the weight and height of baby is bigger now... the baby measures a little over 27 weeks !!! wow.. we were supposed to be 26 !
Woww.. i am so happy with the growth.. Can't wait to hold my chubby baby...
Less than 99 days to go... !!!😀
